Dear Nina, I always wanted the best for you. We had a spark together and it never dulled for me. The last time I saw you was the end of May. You randomly getting on the zoom call with choir made me SO happy! Just seeing you made me cry so many tears of joy. I just kept screaming your name. NINA Nina! :D I had missed you so much. I missed your love and Spirit. We all did... And just two weeks later we are saying goodbye! This is so painful! Grief and shock and anger and tears.